Youtube continually cuts my videos off, folks; I apologize! I cannot figure it out for the life of me… but here’s 3:33 minutes of it! LOL
I spoke with my “mother” today; miss Judy Lynn Downham, and she is threatening to sue me for asking her for help with my lyme and for posting the fact that my “family” won’t help me on facebook and on this journal! She is nuts!
At any rate, I have had to delete all of my “family” and friends off of facebook because she will use any of the information she can get her hands on, including them, to use against me. She is narcissistic and even my father stated this and used it in court to testify against her and her child abuse. She tried taking him for all of the house assets, etc.
She called me today and wanted specifics on how much I owe on student loans and how much her husband co-signed for. She also said she wanted to see my health records. She claimed that I was “harassing, slandering, and blackmailing her,” which I am not. She is literally throwing out words to gain the upper hand.
She can shell out hundreds of dollars to my brother and possibly sister yet she refuses to help me with anything. I have not even asked her for anything in literally years. She is obsessed with maintaining power and control and only uses Jerry. I am now convinced that she has him wrapped around her pretty little finger. The fact is, she is sick. She threatened suicide after cheating on my father. She is emotionally unstable.
At any rate, I am like a worn out shoe to her… she pawns her stuff off on me. Everything is about reputation, and it always has been. I am not sending her any records. I will post my test results on here. I am not going to send her records only to have her use them against me as further evidence that I am “harassing” her. She is absolutely nuts.
I am going to pay for my own lyme treatment. I am selling my car.
I have not asked my adoptive parents for money in literally years — at least 4 years (freshman year of college), and my biological father I have; however, he has not agreed to help me with anything except with school, which I have finished. Mind you, both sets of my parents are well-off, both owning their own businesses and making really good money.
As of tomorrow I have to sell my car in order to pay for lyme disease treatment. Lyme disease treatment is a few thousand dollars and can be up to thousands and thousands if the oral antibiotics do not work and intravenous IV’s are needed. My car is a really good car and has been exceptionally maintained. I have literally put over $3,000 dollars into the car and have every single receipt for it. It has an absolute zero accident history and clean carfax report. The car has held up really well and is extremely reliable.
I am upset that I have to sell my car now in order to pay for treatment, and it’s a shame because it is going to jeopardize my independence, financial security, and ability to find a job.
My mother has helped my 40-something year-old brother out, providing him with $800.00 a week, etc. whenever he needs help because he’s currently going through financial difficulty, yet I, her own daughter, is sick and she is unwilling to help me with a medical necessity. No good mother with a decent heart would ever allow her child –again, who has not asked or received money for her in years, to go untreated with a chronic illness.
As of 11:30AM today, test results confirm that I am positive for Chronic (stage 3 – late stage) LYME disease. Finally an ANSWER to this 3 year madness! Unfortunately many ID’s (infectious disease) specialists will only treat LYME for 4 weeks, failing recognize “late stage” (chronic) LYME, thus under-treating clients to where the clients relapse. I am going straight to an LLMD — Lyme Literate MD. The treatment will cost a few thousand dollars.